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[34r°] and doing the same as they; but I was not yet accustomed to taking care of myself. Marie was not there to comb and curl my hair, and so I was obliged to go and timidly offer my comb to the mistress in charge of the dressing rooms. She laughed at seeing a big girl of eleven not knowing how to take care of herself, and still [5] she combed my hair but not as gently as Marie. I didn’t dare cry, which happened every day under the gentle hand of godmother. During my retreat I became aware that I was really a child who was fondled and cared for like few other children on earth, especially among those deprived of their mothers. Marie and Léonie came each day to see me, along with Papa, [10] who brought me all sorts of pastries. In this way, I didn’t suffer the privation of being far from the family, and so nothing came to darken the beautiful heaven of my retreat. I listened with great attention to the instructions Father Domin was giving us, even writing up a summary of them. As far as my own thoughts were concerned, I didn’t want to write any of these down as I felt I would remember them. I was [15] right. I was very happy to be able to go with the religious to recite the Divine
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